There will always be a point in your life when you will just get tired of something. And I must say that I have finally reached the point where I have grown tired of loving the person who has caused so much pain to me.
I thought I have completely moved on after knowing that he is already in a relationship, but I just found out that I was wrong. I never knew that I was still in love with him or maybe, I just don’t want to admit the truth.
It was last Friday when he said that he still has feelings for me and that somehow, he still loves me. It broke my heart even more after knowing that, it is because, we both know that it will never be possible for us to be together again since he has his girlfriend and I know that he loves her so much. What I don’t understand, is why does he have to say those things to me when he already know that we can’t do anything to win each other back.
Now, I realized that no matter how much you love a person it is better to wish for his or her happiness rather than to wish for your own joy even if you will hurt someone else. Yes, you can call me a masochist, but I guess I just rather take all the pain than to be the cause of other’s sorrow. I know how it feels to be left by the person you love and it wasn’t easy. I’m hurting right now but I won’t let him see that I am feeling this way. It will always hurt me to see him happy with her but that’s life, I know I can never have everything that I want all at the same time.
I’m tired, so tired of waiting for someone who will never come back. It’s time to forget the past, I will open my door to all the possibilities that life may offer me. I will live my life the I way I wanted it to be, no regrets just pure fun, love, hope and faith. Forget relationships, hatred, anger and pain. True happiness is found in a happy heart. What happened taught me so much and I will always be thankful that I have experienced this. I will do everything that makes me happy.
So, it’s already our summer break, but we still have to work on our Communication Research project to pass the subject. We are given up to April 20 to submit the research. Honestly, I don’t think I can do the project, I’m usually busy doing some church works during vacation and I don’t think I can still take time to do it all over again. I want to pass the subject but I have committed my summer for our parish youth ministry. It’s so hard to decide since my classmates are depending on my decision I don’t want them to take risk but I don’t want to not to fulfill my task in the ministry. I don’t know what to do, Lord, let Your will be done. Amen
I just finished cooking spaghetti for my mom’s birthday, she’s 46 years old now but for me she doesn’t look like 46. My mom and I quarrel often, I was the one who always answer back whenever she scolds at me. Though I was like the black sheep in the family, I can say that I’m the sweetest child she have. I would always hate the fact that she treats me like a teener when I’m actually 21 years old now, maybe because I’m the youngest in the family. My mom is a nagger, she nags every now and then, but sometimes that makes her cute; she’s naive-everyone is, her loud voice is annoying, she’s short tempered-something I think I inherited from her. That was just a few of my mom’s negative traits, she can be all that but she’s a very loving mom, she works hard for us especially for my schooling.
I love my mom for all the things she is and she is not, if I will be given a chance to choose my mom, I will still choose her without any hesitations. I love my mom so much, she is the best mom for me. :)
-Yan ang mommy ko, wala syang matinong picture kasi ayaw nya talaga magpapicture. Happy birthday mommy! I love you :*
RF: habang ginagawa ko tong post na ‘to ay nagtatalo kaming dalawa hahaha :)
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Dinner with my best friends Nix and Myra after the Lightshots event last 18 March 2012 at Riverbanks Center Marikina :)
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